On Re-learning Things

But the truth is that it has been - continues to be - an epic, gut-wrenching, multifaceted loss, both for me and for my children… and those descriptors don’t remotely do it justice. The grief and sense of abandonment lurk just below the surface most days, and they still sometimes take over and leave me in borderline panic attacks. Kim has spent many an evening holding me or listening (over the phone) while I cried.